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    <description><![CDATA[I'm Blunt, Honest, and Opinionated No Matter WHO I Have To Go Up Against

&quot;The woulds that spit from my pretty mouth will take your popularity and slice it to shreds. I will laugh when you fall from your pedestal. Where is your crown now?&quot;


You Think You Know...But You Have No Idea....

I am an enigma. Just when you think you have me figured out, there will always be more of a mystery to solve. I am not like other people and my viewpoints actually show that to the extremes. I take a stand for what I believe in instead of falling in line with conformity. That color has never suited me anyways. I started modeling when I was seven for a Macy's ad. Ever since then, I loved being infront of the camera, whether it be pageants, fashion shows, or so on. 

Modeling is not the only thing that I am about though, definitely NOT. I am a movie maker. Ever heard of Andy Warhol? He is the inspiration of which my creativity spawns from. I am currently working on an indie screen play that will be hitting a few film festivals this summer. It's called Backlash! Look for it! 

I would consider myself to be more of a movie maker than a model or musician. I have written five scripts for plays which have all been amazing productions I have put on at local theatrical venues. I love the movies and the plays, so naturally I write for both. I am also working on another script titled &quot;No Comment&quot;, which shows people just how cool Jeffree Star is. If everything goes well, I aspire to have him in my movie.

I am drawn to bright and vibrant people. I ONLY cast bright and vibrant people to be in my plays and indie movies. Why? Because it's my style. I love that type of aura. Whether they be wearing dark clothes and have a bright personality, or wearing bright clothes and have a laid back personality, I adore those people. I gravitate towards the ones that aren't afraid to be DIFFERENT (IE- Audrey Kitching, Jeffree Star, Raquel Reed, ect)

I am also set to be enrolled in Seattle Central (one of the top colleges here in Seattle) to pursue my film career in a more professional light. 

My goal is to be the next Andy Warhol and there is no one out there that is going to stop me. Don't try to get in my way and block me from my goals, but instead you should join me on this journey because it's going to be one helluva ride!]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[NAZI'S, ROMANCE, THRILLS, and FILM FESTIVALS]]></title>
	      <link>http://chaapanda.buzznet.com/user/journal/1261091/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[holy shit this new script is exciting. I'm so glad that I got this idea when I did because I really needed to start writing again. I can't wait to turn this into an indie movie and enter it into the film festivals :)]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>chaapanda</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-11-06T13:58:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[some new pix posted]]></title>
	      <link>http://chaapanda.buzznet.com/user/journal/1157791/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[well myspace was being a shit (what else is new eh?) but I had enough time to post some pix here. Can't stay on the computer long though because my c-section incision area hurts like hell. Soooo enjoy the piccies. More coming soon plus videos. Gotta go check on our little man too. Daddy got him a new bouncy seat and he keeps kicking his blankets off of himself lol. Good thing we have the heat up in this house or he would be freeezing. It's storming outside right now. Pretty sweet.&nbsp;]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>chaapanda</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-10-16T19:21:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[akira is finally here!!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://chaapanda.buzznet.com/user/journal/1141371/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<font size="2">
                                                    Well, it wasn't an easy delivery, I'll tell you that much right now...<br><br>After
being turned away from the hospital many times, we really didn't know
when our baby boy would come into this world. We were actually getting
really depressed because people kept asking us "so have you had that
baby yet?" every time someone would ask I would almost end up crying bc
I was so depressed... On the night of October 6th (my Grandma's (that
passed away's) birthday) I started to feel very heavy contractions that
would almost bring a person to their knees. <br><br>We rushed to the
hospital and SURPRISE! I was in the second stage of labor. But Akira
was still posterior. He needed to drop a little more so the nurse said
to walk. And walk we did until the contractions grew stronger and I had
dialated even more and effaced to 80%. Our nurse (nurse Jamie) knew it
was our time and admitted us to the hospital. <br><br>The nurse said
that I still needed to dialated and I also needed my bag of water to
break but now I was completely 100% effaced after an hour had passed.
The contractions were getting really bad so she suggested light walking
and hot baths to help things a long. After I could walk no more, Thad
started to draw hot/warm baths for me. He was always asking how I was
doing and what he could do to make things better. At about three am,
Dr.Haye stepped in and decided to break my water (YAY!). When my water
was broken it felt like I had pee'd my pants lol. At three am my
anasthesiologist (or however you spell it) came in and asked me about
my pain management. I asked him if I could have the Epidural since the
pain was getting so bad. First he gave me a shot to take the edge off
and numb the area where the Epidural would be placed. At 4am I got my
Epidural and it turns out that the only thing that is in the Epidural
is called Phentanol or Fentanol I cannot remember how it's spelled. He
had a hard time finding a spot to put it in. But after it was put in, I
was good to go. I even had a little button to push when I needed more
pain relief.<br><br>After that it was wait, wait, wait because everyone
thought that I was going to deliver vaginally. Even I thought I was.
They had been monitoring me and Akira to keep track of how we were
doing. All throughout this time Thad was getting me water, ice chips,
sprite, ect. :)<br>At 11:00am when the doc came in to check me, he had
noticed that the baby's oxygen level was dropping dangerously low and
had me taken over to the OR for an emergency C-Section. I had never
been so afraid in my entire life. I thought I was going to lose my
little boy. They wheeled me down on a gurney and I started to shake
tremendously. After they administered more anasthetic and made sure
that I was numb from the waist down, they began to cut. I couldn't feel
anything. .... at 12 noon akira was born happy and 100% healthy. <br><br>I'm in a lot of pain now but it was all worth it.We love our baby bear :)</font>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>chaapanda</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-10-13T14:55:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[there is a bowling ball inside my pelvis]]></title>
	      <link>http://chaapanda.buzznet.com/user/journal/1093571/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[apparently he doesn't want to come out yet. The doc wants to induce me if he doesn't come by the 10th. I'm not really up for the whole inducing thing bc I want him to come naturally and not have them pump him full of drugs. The little guy needs to come out soon. I can barely breathe right now. I can just picture how the stories are going to be years later when he gets older. <br><br>"You made your Mom puke up green bile for the first four months of the pregnancy and she ended up in the hospital quite a few times bc of a rib sprain. You also didn't want to come on your due date and you made your Mom feel like she had a big bowling ball down there. When you finally came out I wanted to yell "striiiiike!" HAHAHA! <br><br>I cannot wait until this is over<br><br>kisses and cupcakes<br><br>mwah<br>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>chaapanda</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-10-03T19:12:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[dialated to 4cm whoooot]]></title>
	      <link>http://chaapanda.buzznet.com/user/journal/1074381/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Finally after nothing happening and many false alarms, I am dialated to 4cm<br>The hospital still sent me home though bc my water hasn't broken yet<br>It feels like there is a giant anvil sitting on my pelvic bone and my back is starting to get sore as hell<br>I'm gonna drink some tea, pass out, and hopefully wake up to my water breaking or something good like that<br>If I can get to sleep lol<br>If I can't I'll probably go decorate the nursery more!&nbsp; :)<br>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>chaapanda</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-09-30T01:25:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I was asked to sell out to a shitty clothing co]]></title>
	      <link>http://chaapanda.buzznet.com/user/journal/1060791/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Just because you're a clothing company from NYC doesn't mean shit to me<br>Your clothes still make me vom and aren't cute<br>I would never sell out like that even if you did offer me free stuff<br>willneverstoopthatlow <br>TYVM!<br><br><br>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>chaapanda</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-09-27T06:31:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[how to be glamorous even when you're 9 months pregnant]]></title>
	      <link>http://chaapanda.buzznet.com/user/journal/1050671/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Exercise at least two to three times a day<br>(walk, walk, walk)<br>Eat decent meals<br>(avacado rolls are my best friend)<br>Get as much sleep as you can<br>(I bring the zzzz just like I bring the lulz)<br>Try to have a good outlook on life<br>(you're blessed enough to be able to have a kid, so take joy in that!)<br><br>Stay happy, fit, and fun! It's not that hard to do! If Gwen Stefani can do it and I can do it, so can you too! :)<br><br>Even to this very day when I tell people that I'm 9 months, they get all O.O&nbsp; because I decided that I was going to be a fit Mom and try to be as healthy as possible. I got away with only gaining a few pounds and I owe it all to the above mentioned and my hubby for taking walks with me and making me super yummy things to eat like avacado rolls, mac salad, and sweet rice. I splurged every once ina&nbsp; while on sweets, buuuut I always made sure to exercise to work off those calories. Minus the PUPP, headaches, and nausea, this pregnancy has been great. Now it's time for our little guy to come out already because he is way overdue. Doc might be inducing me if he doesn't make his appearance soon :)<br><br><br><br>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>chaapanda</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-09-25T02:45:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[whooo overdue but today is due date #2!!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://chaapanda.buzznet.com/user/journal/1034401/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[jealous people are silly and batshit crazy..try to ruin us all you want cuz you will never win<br>hmm, no baby yet, but I'm getting there<br>doc wants to induce if he doesn't come by next week<br>living rent free in your own two story house is the way to go<br>it took thad, polly, and I to put together the bassinet<br>free baby stuff is awesome<br>we were going through hard times but now we are sitting pretty<br>I love my life just as much as I love winning at the casino and strawberry itallian sodas<br>new pix soon<br>love (hate) me it's reallu up to you<br>you can't please everyone<br>half of the world needs to grow up and get over themselves<br>I'm in it for the lulz<br><br>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>chaapanda</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-09-22T07:53:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[our baby boy is almost here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://chaapanda.buzznet.com/user/journal/979971/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[After months of what seemed like an endless pregnancy, the due date is ALMOST here! September 15th! We got the nursery all fixed up plus the bassinet put together and everything else. Awesome! New pix coming sooon yay!]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>chaapanda</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-09-10T18:27:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[the reason why I've been m.i.a]]></title>
	      <link>http://chaapanda.buzznet.com/user/journal/693531/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[moved to a new house. two stories. two bedrooms. one bathroom. big
kitchen. niiiiice livingroom and a waterpark right down the street.
it's hot as hell here in montana but I can deal with it. been writing a
lot too. <br>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>chaapanda</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-07-26T17:12:00Z</dc:date>
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